“Loss, death, experiencing that through the body; the inability to conceptually work through these things…. In a lot of my schooling, I dealt with questions of the abject. When something is outside the body it becomes disgusting, but when it’s inside it’s as natural as blood. Those issues are very ingrained in me,” Upson told Even magazine in 2017, condensing the meaning of her work into these few lines. Born in San Bernardino, California, in 1970, Upson obsessively carried out a lengthy investigation from 2007 to 2012 focused on a stranger, a mysterious and controversial neighbour of her family home, transformed by the artist into a palimpsest character called Larry. Titled The Larry Project, this enormous series of pieces was initiated by the artist when she was still a student at CalArts, starting with the recovery of personal effects saved from two fires belonging to the man. Like a detective or an ethnologist, she collected and documented dozens of photographs, private letters and legal documents and, like a mature artist, transformed these tattered materials into a creative magma that speaks of destruction, illness and failure. Some of these works, which include sculptures, installations, videos and drawings, are on display at the DESTE exhibition. Even years later, they never cease to function as a distorted mirror of Upson herself, who, during her long research, identified with this character or tried to live a desperate and fictional story of friendship, sex or love with him.
As stated by writer Audrey Wollen in Artforum, “So much of Kaari’s thinking was about folds and pockets, insides turning outside, outsides in. Walls glisten and dissolve. She discovered ways to cast the holes in things and pull them out into objecthood, crumpled hollows. The inside of buckets, the skin of a fireplace, obverse dollhouses, imaginary lovers. Absence was at hand, able to be touched, held, dragged, kissed. She sparked against the flint of lack, fearless”. We cannot help but perceive the artist’s absent body when we wander among her mattresses painted in electric greens, purples and blues, like Death Bed (2015) or Crib Diptych (2015), deformed and threatening armchairs, like Left Brace Erase, Back Brace Face (2016), doors reduced to distressing simulacra of themselves, and assemblages of cushions with enveloping genital forms as in Who’s Afraid of Red, Yellow, and Blue (2014). Yet at the same time, we experience her untamed drive to oppose destructive forces and, ultimately, death.
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